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ok so by now you can probably tell that for many years i have been kinda insecure about myself , i have been so nervous about school and bullys ad being myself .  I NOW REALIZE THAT COSPLAY IS NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF .. ITS THE BEST THING EVER AND IM NOT GOING TO CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE THINKS. I have the right to be creative a wear what i want . I intend to make a mockery of dumbasses that go to my school and show up to prom in full cosplay to prove that i wont be beaten by selfish remarks and they just have to deal with it.

fall back
Take a look at me
And you'll see I'm for real
I feel what only I can feel

And if that don't appeal to you
Let me know
And I'll go
'Cause I flow

Better when my colors show
And that's the way it has to be
Honestly
'Cause creativity could never bloom

In my room
I'd throw it all away before I lie
So don't call me with a compromise
Hang up the phone
I've got a backbone stronger than yours

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If you're trying to turn me into someone else
Its easy to see I'm not down with that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you're trying to turn me into something else
I've seen enough and I'm over that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you want to bring me down
Go ahead and try
Go ahead and try

You don't know
You think you know me like yourself
But I fear
That you're only telling me what I want to hear

But do you give a damn
Understand
That I can't not be what I am
I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon

It's not a simple hearing but not so soon
I might have fallen for that when I was fourteen
And a little more green
But its amazing what a couple of years can mean

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Go ahead and try
Try and look me in the eye
But you'll never see inside
Until you realize, realize
Things are trying to settle down

Just try to figure out
Exactly what I'm about
If its with or without you
I don't need you doubting me

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Would you be laughing out loud
If I played to my own crowd